2017-10-22 0000 Kill me cos I want to die Never have I ever felt so bad inside I'm scared, alone and cast away Not one friend have I got and I feel afraid I've never had to endure this pain It's a new thing but I hate it all the same Everything happens for a reason they say Well I hope this reason is good cos skies are grey No sunlight for me, none that I can see I pray for better to any God which I don't believe How can I be scared to be in my own skin? This isn't natural; to be afraid of which you are akin I wish I could start over and rewrite the past But nothing which is good shall ever last I'm wishing for peace and I'm wishing I wasn't me I'm wishing I could change and even as the tears blur this page I'm wishing I could say sorry and for it to be heard right I'm wishing I could be genuine and not so uptight I'm wishing that all my faults were rights and all my wrongs were untrue I'm wishing that I could change your view and get back to you