I'm Scared Haven't you ever feel this way? The suffering inside you, horrified of what is around you. Doesn't know what the future will be like so you will be planing each step carefully. I'm getting tired of this, doing my best to keep my good grade. I got all these suffering inside me that I don't know when I'll unleash it. I really want to leave everything aside and just be gone from this suffering. The horrified I got every moment thinking that I can be dead any second. This horror is stuck there in my head knowing that I will die soon somewhat any moment in my #life. It gives me this horrible feeling about myself to plan the future correctly. To get good grades and so you'll get a better live in the future. I'm always wondering is this my thought or is it my mom's? Do I even have a good future to my future? It's fun to be alive but still it scary, horrified and suffering. I really want to cry and do what I want and leave this everything aside but thinking of my family I can't. Is my everything just to make my family happy? Is this what everyone have to go though when they're a kid? Can anyone give me an answer? I'm scared...

This Ugly Yet Beautiful World This world is so special, it's full of mysteries and surprises. Beautiful and ugly covered this world, making this an amazing place. Oh this ugly yet beautiful world...

Mistakes You can't erase the mistakes that you make, but in this world everyone makes mistakes. But mistakes are fine just change, so you won't make the same mistake again. Sometimes in a mistake you can learn something new.

Try On The Positive Side Tears won't help with anything, so why not smile instead. Hate will put you into a dark and lonely pit, so why not try to love. Jealous fills your heart with anger, so just do your best. Sometime you should think on the positive side instead of the negative side, it will give you the feeling of the happiest human being in the world.

Worst Love The worst love is not being far distance away from each other. It's the love that when you're so close but you can't feel any love at all.