Encounter A blessing and a curse. Wanted it for so long Now i have it It was great for awhile Things started to spin Cant please anyone Its too much Never the happy one Never listened to Never asked Never concerned Never wondering Nothing Nothing Nothing Feeling lost Feeling broken Feeling hurt Feeling confused Its not fair Its not fair Why this Why now Why, why, why..? WHY?!?!?

Good ; Great #life has been good Good for me and you You are my inspiration Inspiration to be better Better better. #life has been great Great things we do Do what we want Want to be free Free like a feather Feather, feather.

What would i do if i didn't have you. I would be lost. I would be lonely. I would be a half of a heart. I would be nothing. You see you complete me. I am a windmill & you are the air that starts & keeps me going.

I hate myself

These Non-discussible Times How do i get rid How do i get rid How do i get rid How do i get rid I ask this various times Theres no end to these countless times Times that have no solace Times that aren't flawless How do i get rid How do i get rid How do i get rid How do i get rid Feeling of nameless emotions Feelings of regretful emotions Emotions of things i rather not say Emotions of alot that go on thru out the day How do i get rid How do i get rid How do i get rid How so i get rid HOW DO I GET RID OF THIS!