Ugly Bridge Oh damn I wish that I were dead Sleeping somewhere else instead Absolutely non existent Somewhere dark and distant Oh to be gone away from here To completely disappear From everywhere But how would I Where's a person go to die Though there's always bridges Different, cold and rigid The brooklyn bridge would do the trick Fly away it would be quick I feel i'm barely touched But I love that bridge so much Cause everything's so beautiful from there To see the world that way is rare The air so clean The trees so green When i'm walking it seems peaceful Even with all these people Cars going crazy underneath It all comes with some relief So it would have to be some other bridge Different, cold and rigid An ugly one with no view Such a thing I never knew I like all bridges Different, cold and rigid There's something about them besides I want them and I can't decide And I've never seen an ugly bridge

Irreversible Thanks but no thanks Cuts were cut in a rush of lust What once was and the thumb sucks of cocaine won't heal me Tongue touch with love's gun Is the only feeling Left

Inspiration Main line the wires Use my pain to inspire The brain to light a flame and get my cold heart back on fire I indulge my vice Against my only option Pair of eyes Cuttin holes in my skin That’s how I know you’re watchin In paradise I drink my water like shots And my whisky like my wine And i’ll probably never stop The exhilarating rush is debilitating Doesn’t matter if it’s love or lust No matter what I’m still escaping Break me open, maybe You’ll find something there Between the clown shoes and make up There’s someone who still cares I don’t mind If your hands are in the air Folded in prayer Or wrapped around my neck I’m just glad you’re here It makes me feel A little less alone Helps me through the mess Lets me confess where I was wrong Tell it to the guitar Tell it to the song I tell it, built it, felt it, went to hell with it Now it’s gone…

Time Will Tell (part 1) Two hits/two hours to go/ Music/ a full body glow/ Worlds so small but it's starting to grow/ True colors start to show in the meadow/ Human/ senses can't compare to this/ the air is thick/ eerie abyss opens and I stare within/ Hold on tight/ it's a bumpy ride/ If I close my eyes I still see light/ Few minutes/ turn into a few years/ Tunnel chase my fears/ They flow out and Replace my Tears/ Empathy/melodies/ all the hell bells in me/ Can they just let me be/ Bleeding on the insides/ nothing out my mouth/ If I try to fight I might just die/ Hiding from my mind/ running from my thoughts/ I don't know who controls the plot/ What is real/ality / is it all that I feel/ even while I dream/ is the hour glass sealed/ only time will tell/ only time will tell/ time will tell

Roaming Bowling for a 10/10 pin up Before I get a strike I strike out Nights in with the lights out It would be dark underneath my clouds But I got a spark and I'm young I'm harmonious with the harm that comes Anonymous scent leave this wolf astray Out of my territory Out of my way Pay off date will come some day Train myself to chase the change Brace myself against eyes in the black At night I'm attacked To fight off the pack Trapped by a bear trap Underneath the stars I'm no longer afraid to bite off my arm Limp or crawl or roll Outside I'm rough Inside I drool Two devils on my shoulders While In my pockets Two angels duel