Healing with gratitude I'm strong because I was weak and I still wear scars. Because I cried in the dark I now find comfort under stars. I'm wiser because I believed the stories of the wolves. I bathed under their mist, I was sick I was engulfed. My intuition was crushed and my aura barely alive. But something led me to the light and somehow I survived!! So forgive me for my weaker past, I was full of hurt and pain. You all stood by my side and now I'm in the light again. I've learnt some valuable lessons, about myself and society. And I've learnt that if I ask for him, my lord he can be mighty! Thank you all for reading my words though deep and dark at times. It was you guys who got me through that time by just reading and liking my rhymes!

Home Our Kid.... Pain in our hearts and tears stream down our faces. What a devastating act and at a concert of all places. But excuse me sons of lucifer, Manchester is strong! Though you've taken our babies, we weren't down for very long. We're the capital of music and our spirit is what we're known for. So bring us your fight, we're resilient to the down pour. And when you rained upon us, did you see the unity? We've shon through the clouds and showed our strength completely. See, we are Manc and we're made of strong stuff- real toughened steel. We're the engine to the motor and the tyre to the wheel. We burst through the barriers and we love like you've never known. So well done Mr terrorist because it's you that's all alone. We shall stand united, and with angels our babies will fly. It's you the devil awaits; no place for you in the sky. I'm so proud of my home and the way we stand together. Manchester is tougher than Isis and Mancunians win forever!

What I Dont Have The Guts To Say If our marriage is falling apart- which I feel it is and has been for a while, the last thing I want is arguments and resentment. If our girls will grow up with separated parents then we need to be civil and friendly. We haven't and don't make each other happy. Please open your eyes to the reality we live in and remember past happiness, because the intensity and obsession of our relationship has blinded us to real happiness. I don't bring out the best in you and you don't bring it out in me either. It's sad it really is, and it breaks my heart into a million pieces but I think we both know deep down that we are not right together. You have been the biggest love of my #life so far and we have created 2 beautiful girls. That in it's self could never be topped but it's time we faced the truth and stopped pretending. It is neither one of our faults, we have just had our run. Nothing has to be rushed regarding us living apart. I don't want to see you in any hardship. We can try and save to get you a place to stay and obviously my girls are your girls and we will sort out whatever needs to be sorted for you and them. I'm devastated that we have arrived at this point but I don't see that we can go on for much longer the way we are. I want to be happy, I want you to be happy and most of all I want our girls to be happy. The beginning of the end is scary but remember new chapters open new doors eventually and this will allow us both the freedom to find happiness in whatever that may be.

Take Care Of My Baby I hope he sees the beauty in you and encourages every bit of it too. I hope he recognises your anguish and the fear inside of you. I hope he strokes your hair and kisses you gently on the head. I hope he holds you tightly and brings you breakfast in bed. I hope he heals every pain and makes you feel like number one. I hope he dances in the rain with you and kisses you in the sun. I hope he loves every form of you and that he never strays. I hope his head will never turn and by your side he always stays. I hope he sees rainbows in you and the flower that you are. I hope he goes everywhere with you- everywhere near and far. I pray he makes you happy until your very last day. Because daughter you deserve it all, you're precious in every way.

End Of The Road I just called time on my marriage, and this time I know it is for good. We've been walking on thin ice and trudging through the mud. You cannot say I haven't tried when my hearts been broken for a while. Remember I said we'd go again- I also said it was a trial. The betrayal still hurts every day, it burns me from my core. My thoughts are so untamed- I cannot take this pain anymore. If I said I am not scared then that would be a lie. I've given you my best years, so I'll sit alone and cry. On my own with our two girls, that's what I face next. If only you hadn't cheated on me and I didn't still feel so vexed. Neither of us are happy now, my issues crush us both. I want you to be happy babe, but with me there is no growth. We've had our day, the ship has sailed and it rips me deep inside. But we need to be happy souls and our love has forever died.