Hot Air Balloon My mind is cloudy Not with a chance of meatballs but with plans in free fall When she calls I don't wanna pick up My mind tells me no but my body says yup Like drug I'm addicted to the feel Or you could say the caress When we undress I know it's not right Believe me I'm trying to fight I'm not cheating on someone although these words may make you think in spite No I'm cheating love I'm cheating the meaning do you hear the echo repeating inside all of the hollow hearts that are illegitimately conceiving? I don't wanna abuse the feel so it doesn't have the same affect when it's truly real Most would say I'm throwing away a good thing Well I disagree I'm throwing away self harm scars, #depression, thoughts like "why doesn't he love me" from the girl who's keeps wondering why I keep hanging up and not receiving A relationship takes two I'm willing too if I feel it but I don't feel it with you But I don't wanna hurt you But I don't wanna lead you on But I don't wanna wait to long I need to end it so I don't trick my self and pretend its Real Cause it not It's hot And hollow It makes me feel high Like... Well your not a buffoon It's... We're... like A hot air balloon