My Not So Easy #life I was walking down the path in an unknown place, wondering how I got here. If was so beautiful, the tall trees, the colourful budding flowers. Oh how I love spring, especially when its raining. Everything just seems brighter and clearer in the rain, like its full of #life. This is my safe haven. A place I escape to when my #life become too much to bear. This is also my thinking space. A place where I think about all my problems I have to face out there. I find more comfort here than in my mothers arms, which is quite sad but I still haven't forgiven her for that incident which ruined my #life. I still think about it, how my #life turned upside down in a matter of minutes. Why my mother would turn against for something I could not control. I've never felt so betrayed in my #life in the ones that I love. It was all because of that day, all because of him that I was left with my little bundle of joy in my arms. I don't regret what happened or I wouldn't have met my little bundle of joy right here with me. I just wish I was ready and had finished my education but things don't always seem to go as planned. But I vow, I vow that one day I will get my revenge on my mother, my so called friends and most of all.....him!