Juliet I finally made a friend. Her name is Juliet but, sometimes i call her Julie or Jules or Jay or whatever I feel like calling her. Shes rich! She didn't tell me though. I found out her dad is a doctor and her mom owns a toy compony. I asked her what their jobs were I went to house but I already knew they had awesome jobs when i saw her house. A pool,Below ground, chandelier hanging from her living room ceiling. Man is she lucky

God Knows God knows that I follow you if that is what you wanted, take me into all your darkest shadows, and you'll see that I'm even stronger than you could know. God knows that I am standing here and you could disappear, slipping right over the edge of the future, if I had my way we'd be together forever. Eternally God Bless

Hair Cut Lina Pt.3 School was yesterday. It was ok. No one talked to me. I talked to no one. I looked in the mirror today. My hair was long. Very very long. Almost to my waist. My parents loved my long, straight dark brown hair and shaggy bangs. I realized the more I saw it the more I thought about them. The more I wanted to cry. So I cut it. I chopped a ton of it off. Not too much actully. About eight or nine inches. I donated it to cancer. It was about an inch below my shoulder. Maybe 2 . My bangs were cut to I think 3 inches. I felt different. My sister put my hair in to French braid pig tails. My bangs were out so I actully looked pretty cute. I have really tan skin. Brown eyes. Brown hair. I'm small. Petite. And I wear knee socks and shorts and lots of people question that but I have so many scars on my legs, I refuse to wear shorts unless I can wear my socks with them. My parents thought that made no sense. I miss them.

Lina Pt. 2 A month after my parents died. I still haven't smiled or laughed since then. My heart felt empty. We moved from or town. No more Florida. We're in New York now. Not in the city thank god. Just a small Town. My brother takes care of us now. He's a nurse. And as soon as my sister turns sixteen she's getting a job. I feel so useless. I'm only a kid so I can't do anything. All I can do is sit there watching us struggle for money. The only thing I could really do was mow lawns or rake leaves five or ten bucks a day. Whoop dee doo. Soooo much money. I have to start a new school tommarow. Lets see how that goes.

First Day Of School I don't get this. It's horrid. It's perfect at first. Teachers are nice. No homework. No drama. And then you start to get used to it. The teachers known you longer so they don't have a problem getting mad at you. They start to pile up the homework. Then that moment you think "When's summer gonna began"?