Is it me? Or you ever feel that too? Ok, I have these all of random ideas what to write and bla bla bla, and when I actually ready, sitting in the sofa, facing the blank page, and the ideas just puff! All blur!  Have you ever feel like you want everything to be perfect until it gets you and create the perfectionist-you. Me? It happens to me pretty often. For example, when the day started in the weekend (when I had a bit of free time for some "me time") it started with the idea of having an enjoyable bath time, cos its a weekend! I want everything to be perfect, when I realized that I havent buy my favorite aromatherapy, I running out of shampoo, and maybe some other things that makes it so-not-perfect and it leads to the-grumpy-me. Put it that way. And it didnt stop there. Then I went out with sone friends, we went to the shopping center (uh-uh thats when the dillema started). I just "need" to buy stuffs that I wrote on the list so I wont end up buy things that I dont need. Remember the list that I wrote? it just useless at the end. I just end up buying stuffs that I "want" more than I need. This is so typically me. And the dillema is getting worst when I realize that Im over budget and I have to choose whether Im gonna have a dinner with friends? OR buy the 20% off Manolo Blahnik shoes that I've always wanted? I went back home and it still felt not-that-perfect. More like, "jeez I shouldnt do that!" Yeah, the kinda feeling that we all familiar with. Regret. I should have just stick on my list, not over budget (again), So I could end up had a nice dinner with friends, and maybe just maybe I can get the Manolo shoes. And the regret list just continues... But you know what, its all right to feel like that, I spent two hours afterwards thinking that I shouldnt even complaining about how today is not perfect. But realized that it doesnt matter whether its perfect or not, but its about how we can enjoy our #life. #life is a form of an imperfection. Besides, perfect is boring! 

Yell For Help Three blondes are in an elevator when the elevator suddenly stops and the lights go out. They try using their cell phones to get help, but have no luck. Even the phones are out. After a few hours of being stuck with no help in sight, one blonde says to the others "I think the best way to call for help is by yelling together." The others agree with the first, so they all inhale deeply and begin to yell loudly "Together, together, together."

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One Hour Shopping everything you want for a-full-hour Is equal with having a bucket of ColdStone ice cream for breakfast An hour watching Barney on HIMYM is equal with Having a nice relaxing bubble bath And, All of these together x100 equal with having an orgasm for a full hour. Joy.

DOWNPOUR Downpour 1 o'clock at night can't fall asleep My vision blind out of pain Striking through my spine... Try to close my eyes but my head keep spinning around Over the same thing, On and on again... Downpour... Unexplained Sorrows Irresistible heartache It all falls downpour... Staring at your face while you're sleeping Trying to figure out how I feel about you, Love, heartache, disappointment, downpour... Makes my head spinning around a thousand times It's funny how #life can take a new meaning You brought these unexplained feelings into my #life In the most unexpected way, In the most ridiculous way, It hits me when I reach for you... At that point you turn my #life upside down I felt I was on the top of the world You crashed it in the next second before I even knew it, I crashed for the very first time, Downpour... Do you think I can survive these mixed feelings? After everything that we've been through together Do you even know how to set me free? Please set me free from all of these confusion... Downpour.. It's amazing how we're so good together What we have is so right... Yes it is But still can't figure it out why you ruin it Ruined this special kind of something It might be would never happen again For us to feel this kinda feeling, It's such a downpour...