Are we what we are? Getting sent off for marriage isn't the best part about #life, I Azalea Rilyn hardly have no clue who I am getting married to, and I'm not even sure if I will like this guy. I don't know why I'm going crazy over these stupid thoughts because my mom told me not to worry, cause it was all done by our cruel society, I mean every teenager or young adult to about 18-20 years old is going to get paired with someone 'else' or a complete opposite to one another. But that's the thing! Who would want to get paired with someone they don't know? It isn't fair because my parents eloped and ran off together as a love marriage and luckily everyone allowed that, but will I have that kind of luck? I don't think so. For now, I'm sitting in the back of the car in a white a-line dress looking like a lady by showing my hourglass curves with my parents too, but just a driver in front. We were heading towards the main centre to meet the mystery man, for me? I guess he's not going to expect much but a blondie, with cat green eyes and slightly pale skin with a slight tan from the sun we had for the past few days. Oh my god! What if the guy was a total dickhead or loser!? Urm... Divorce please! Jesus, I hope that never happens 2083 will be the worst year for me! Seriously! I will literally walk out without signing for the marriage. Heading out I place a black big fur coat over my shoulders since Russia will always be cold, we walk through the doors to see some other girls like me but non wore white. My hair was neatly done by my mom having out the 60's or 70's curls with my long hair as it's pushed to my right side with my make up flawlessly done, but really I don't even need to wear foundation or concealer. Hah I sound too perfect don't I? Well there are worser parts. Jeez I need to stop saying stuff about me and babble on about it! Hearing my Jimmy Choo Nude Anouk heels click on the floor I had my diamonds on looking like he won the jackpot but hopefully I can run away from it. We walk into some push doors until we come in a dark room looking very classic, with a wall filled with books opposite us. Looking around he's sitting their with his back towards me... His. --------------------------------- •And I will end it there but for now I will put another chapter... Anyways please comment! And see ya!•

Love+Desperate You know what, I'd probably still love you even when your hands are around my neck.