Work In Progress You say I've changed and that you don't know me anymore.. Did you ever give me a chance to show the true me? Did you ever take the time to allow me to blossom in your presence? I may have change how I approach #life now but that didn't give you the right to bring my self esteem down low Did you ever try to listen to me with your heart and not your mind? Did you ever try to see past all the walls I've built? I think I've changed because I've worked hard to learn who I am with all the experiences I've gone through..

Birthday *happy birthday to me* I sing this in sign language to myself today since its my bday

Just A Short Post I know it's been like forever since I posted anything.. Just want to thank everyone who has friended me & etc.. Am just going through things internally and have writers block but thanks for letting me remain here.. And sorry it won't let me change it from #poem to blog or whatever

50 Thousand Wallpapers Written 6/23/2012 Somedays I wake up and I just feel like I've been surrounded by 50 thousand wallpapers Slowly I try to tear pieces and pieces of wallpaper off just to see there's another layer laying there I don't know where to turn or how to shatter the 50 thousand wallpapers that surround me I've cried for help and every time a piece get torn there's a new wallpaper in place of it Will I ever be able to shatter the 50 thousand wallpapers that surround me and show the true emotions and allow myself to shine or will I forever be battling the 50 thousand wallpapers? As time goes by the yearning grows stronger and the hope continues that today will be the day that 50 thousand wallpapers get shattered and I'll finally shine and show the true me --------------------------------- This is a first draft of this #poem.. Not sure if I'll tweak it or just leave it as it is, but I thought I would share it....

Mind Wandering Mind wandering Don't know where it goes Hopefully far far away Maybe off to another world Another world full of colors Orange, Yellow, Green, Purple, blue and White The colors don't make any sense and they don't apply to any image Just bright and vivid I know this #poem doesn't make any sense whatsoever Just a bunch of words about color and mind wandering See I told you mind has wandered to another world