What am I Feeling? I feel like giving up. My heart can no longer play this guessing game. But why am I still here? Why does even just talking to you ease my heart? The sound of your voice calms my thoughts. You are my sweet addiction that I just cant stop. Just to share with you my inner thought, brings peace to my mind. Why did you have to be my piece of mind? Please baby make my heart racing when I think of our noses touching. Im suppose to hate you, and walk away a long time ago. What am I feeling. I never wanted you, but now days I feel I need just your comfort to get me by. I love to talk to you! I should be loving to hate, for all the pain that you caused me. But even as I write this I cant even remember what that pain was. Ive erased it all in order to continue to live #life. Am I stupid to still be there for you, when I know your are too selfish to be there for me? -Mona

Baby Can You Feel My Love? The days past, but the memory of you is so much harder renounced in my head. I miss you love and I miss you hugs, and I miss your kindness most of all. Is your heart closing back on me? Why are you so cold to me love? Be see my light and follow it.

Baby I dont know what you have done to me, but I want give up on us. You mean so much to me, and I know that there are someday I hide all emotions. But everyday, after all that we have been through, I can let you go. That has to mean something right? Do you still think of me, like I think of you? I wish I knew how you felt about me, I really wish you would just tell me.

Seeing you in over a week has made my inner self so filled with joy. Baby will you hold me once more? My love for you burns so bright for you, please say you feel the same.

Why do we do this back and forth thing? Why is it that the more I try and solve what all your actions mean, the more I get lost? Why did you steal my heart? Where are going? Do either of us really know? I love you so much, but I can risk getting hurt again. So please feel my heart and know that my heart beats for you.