What am I Feeling? I feel like giving up. My heart can no longer play this guessing game. But why am I still here? Why does even just talking to you ease my heart? The sound of your voice calms my thoughts. You are my sweet addiction that I just cant stop. Just to share with you my inner thought, brings peace to my mind. Why did you have to be my piece of mind? Please baby make my heart racing when I think of our noses touching. Im suppose to hate you, and walk away a long time ago. What am I feeling. I never wanted you, but now days I feel I need just your comfort to get me by. I love to talk to you! I should be loving to hate, for all the pain that you caused me. But even as I write this I cant even remember what that pain was. Ive erased it all in order to continue to live #life. Am I stupid to still be there for you, when I know your are too selfish to be there for me? -Mona