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Translate   9 years ago

Worst Things "The worst things in #life come free to us." A-Team, Ed Sheeran

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    Translate   9 years ago

    Longing For The Flame I know I shouldn't do it. I know it's stupid. I know it's dangerous. But the temptation is so strong. The thoughts of doing it spins around in my head, continuously tempting me to give in. I so badly want to do it, to stop the voices in my head and the itching feeling in my hands. I want to silent everything that is going on in my head. Because the headache is only getting worse. The burning sensation in my throat is getting worse. The craving I'm trying to resist is getting worse. And I can't deal with it, it's driving me mad. I'm trying to scream it away. To scare the evil demons inside of me. But it's so hard. I want to lit the wooden match, watch the mesmerizing flame and feel the satisfaction. I want to feel it burn my fragile body and engrave its power onto my soft skin. I want the warmth to radiate on my soul, and make my blood boil. I swear I'm trying to resist it. But it's getting even worse now, the pain in my head. I'm screaming. I'm begging it to go away. But the voices won't listen. They won't leave me alone. My broken cries is echoing through the freezing night. But they're useless. Everything inside of me is slowly breaking. The pieces falling to the ground together with my warm tears. I can't do this. I give up. And I lit the match. #poem #night #fire #temptation #sad #hurt #pain

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      Translate   10 years ago

      Afraid "And I can't help but be afraid to be the one failing while everybody else succeed."

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      Don't be, work hard, play hard... and learn from the mistakes you have done and you will achieve a lot. All the best and Welcome back
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      Mattanb

      @Honza a late answer, but thank you! It really makes me happy that you care
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      Honza

      @Mattanb pleasure. Hope you are feeling better. Have a nice weekend
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        Translate   10 years ago

        You May Break "It'll never be us. I can't risk....you loosing yourself." He looked at her with those beautiful sparkling eyes. "What do you mean?" She looked away, tears burning in her eyes and confusion spinning in her head as she waited for him to answer. "What I mean is, that I can't risk the possibility of you breaking. Because my demons may kill your angels."

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          Translate   11 years ago

          -Cryaotic "If you hurt, reach out to others. Do it. Talk to people. Don't bottle it up, fight that urge. Find friendship and companionship in people. People you can trust. Express yourself, you aren't alone in the things you feel, no matter how much you like to imagine you are. We're here for you, you just need to give us a hand. Please. I'm tired of all this pain. I'm sure you are, too. Let's just breathe, communicate, and get some Febreeze all up in this shit-scented room of #life. Sound good? Yeah. It does." -Cryaotic

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