Journal The hardest thing for me is finally realizing that I never cross your mind

My Journal Have you ever felt so empty you actually feel like you don't even exist.

"Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what's cowardly. Making someone hate themselves so much they want to kill themselves. "

The Little Girl( Little Robot Pt. 3) My name is Lily. I live in an abandoned orphanage in a small village. My room consists of drawings ,a bed, a door and one singular window. Out my window I can see never ending wheat fields. I find it beautiful most of the time. However, today I feel lonely again. I am ten years old and I still don't have any friends or family. I want someone to talk to. Someone to hug. But because I am poor no one will touch me. My long brown hair is knotted. My white dress has become to big and is covered in wholes. I want somewhere to call home. I went outside into the village one day. Way up in the blue sky I saw a single piece of paper. I ran and tried to follow its pattern trying to avoid the merchants in the path. It slowly fluttered to the ground at the very edge of town. I picked it up and found that it was a letter. I read it and found of a lonely soul just like me. I ran back to my room and picked up my paper and pencil. I drew a picture of me and what I thought the child would look like. I got into bed with the picture still in my hand. I clutched onto it like a #life line. Before I drifted to sleep I had a simple saying. " I'm coming my friend".

"I've only ever wanted to be your equal. " ~Loki.