-___- #life's a bitch

Torn Apart Someone hurt me today. My best friend. I have been in some drama with a few of my other friends, who my best friend seems to side with instead of me. I truly thought that if anyone were to grant me support, it'd be her, but i have now been corrected. I refused to tell her a secret of mine due to the fact that she may tell others, and she became angry with me. Throughout the rest of the day, she continuously got up from her seat and went somewhere else with the friend who was mad at me and they texted across the table about me. I have never felt more excluded and alone in my #life. I thought I had ridden this form of bullying way back in elementary school, but the old enemy that ripped me apart as a child returned. She got up in my face many times commenting rude and sarcastic remarks such as "unbalanced people tend to fall.". She posted things on twitter. She gossiped to my other friends. She ruined my #life in one day. My heart is sunk and my mind is clouded from how the one person that held everything in my #life together, was now tearing it apart.

A Liar In Denial I need someone to tell me what to do right now. I'm totally lost. I have no idea who is lying to me. No idea if you're even right for me. Word is, you constantly lie, yet when I ask you if it's true, you deny it. Denial, denial, denial, is all I get from you. You're so convincing, you actually made me believe in you. But something always counteracts it. You lie. Every time you speak. You lie to me, you lie to her, and you lie to your friends. Don't put me down when I bring it up. You only get mad because you know it's true. You only get mad, because you're scared I found out. Well guess what? We have nothing. You don't deserve me. Someone who cares about honesty and loyalty is someone you are not. So I will pack my bags and leave if you refuse to satisfy me, for your sweet-talking lips can't save you anymore. I've known them for too long.

Realize Already Look, you've been "dating" her for a little over half a year now and you've been unable to keep a steady relationship with her. Do you not understand that I know you better than she does? That we've known each other longer? That we actually connect? And I've been waiting for you to say something for too long. If you decide to fall for her again, I'll just be here. Waiting. Until you see me again and finally realize that I am the girl you're looking for.

Lies In Disguise I LOVE how you think you can get away with lying to me like this! You flirt with EVERY other girl on the face of the earth and you think that I don't notice? You think you can deny it all? And pretend like nothing happened? You must think I am soft-minded if you think I am going to believe those fibs you tell me. To get the truth out, I must shake you, and shake you until you give in. I don't believe in you anymore; I never have, and I've always known that we would end up like this. Believe me, I tried to stop you from pulling me in, but to no avail. You are confusing and controlling and to let me down as you have tonight only makes it worse on your part that the truths you told me were lies in disguise.