so after 3/4 years of no opuss, im back because i found out my little sister is on here!! reminded me so much of when i started writing back then!! @lissa hi x

my dragon He breathed the flames scorching at my heart worked their way up to my throat and there they burned, As if I'd voiced all my internal pain, would of screamed for years before I learned, He whispers in my ears and that cruel voice in my brain, The criticising monster that fills me up with shame, He's tearing at my stomach now, replacing the butterflies, Makes any happy emotion feel like another lie, My friends don't see his shadow, when he's clinging to my back, His long thick tail wrapped around my neck, posed for his next attack, A Prince they said, would come slay this terrible beast, they forgot to say, That this dragon was a part of me, so the dragon fought, hissed and slashed- scaring my Prince away, So now I'm all alone, with my Dragon and he's got lots to say, 'It was all you and your fucking face' that scared that Prince away. [i've posted this before but I changed it and it feels real now]

when I'm sinking down to the bottom of this inky black ocean, are you going to be the one to pull me back?

inside silenced by the fear of tears frozen by the dangerous thoughts words piercing skin like spears scared of not being good enough frightened by the thought of failing worried because i know it's going to hurt

I'm Fragile fragile so walk softly try to handle me with care don't break me with your half given love when I've given my heart so bare