Goodbye For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you’ve said. For once your web of lies is in the open. I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left. Still you act as if I’m just a burden. I’ve finally let go

:'( Why oh why are A-levels this hard 

Mask We like to pretend that high heels don’t hurt our feet, and that we always look as good as we do when we’re wearing make-up and our prettiest clothes. We like to tell ourselves that not every guy is the same, and that maybe he’ll change if we’re patient with whatever #life throws our way. We hide behind smiles and mask ourselves in laughter while thinking maybe it’ll be enough to convince ourselves we’re really that happen; we tell ourselves we really need to be that happy. But sometimes, #life isn’t okay, and it’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to hurt, and sometimes, we just need a reminder that we’re only human. And as miraculous of a blessing as that is, it can still break you down, leave a mess, shake you up, and confuse you until you don’t understand what it means anymore. You’re going to hurt, you’re going to fall, and you’re going to make mistakes that - sometimes - you even know better than to allow yourself to make. But that’s okay. Sometimes, you just need a reminder that it’ll all be okay; here’s your reminder, beautiful. Hold on for better days, keep that gorgeous smile where we can see it, because I can promise you things won’t always be this way

Me. Sometimes I wonder how some people have known me for so long and still don't understand me. I quite frankly don't care if you dislike me because Im not here to please you. I'm sorry I don't flirt or act sexual or slutty with every guy I see, because I don't want to come across as easy. There's a reason I don't make myself the centre of attention, because it always comes back to bite you in the butt. There's a reason I don't give people second chances, because I don't want to have to put up with the pain again. I don't accept apologies because there thrown around without meaning these days. So you still want to sit there, after how many years of being friends and say you don't know me anymore? Then please feel free to sit along with all the other people who don't exist in my #life anymore.

Just Remember Remember who you wanted to be. Not what they wanted you to be