#life's Distruction #life's destruction Written by: Lexie mcbeth Prolouge: This story is about a girl who is depressed and meets someone named ashylnn who tries to save her. But to no aval. She tries to kill herself more than once and wants to just die... This is her story../ P.S. Based off a true story Chapter 1: BEEP BEEP BEEP; Ughh i dont want to get up. BEEP BEEP BEEP; Go away. BEEP BEEP BEEP; Fine fuck you. In case you were wonder BEEP BEEP BEEP; SHUTUP IM GETTING UP; Like i was saying: in case you were wondering that is not an alarm it my little brother. His name is david. As i got up i smelled bluberries and wait I smell pancakes and i quickly ask my brother; DID SOMEONE MAKE PANCAKES?! Yes Who? Mom. Yay, i love pancakes. Did she make bacon to? Yep. Awesome lets go. I quickly throw on clothes and run down stairs so david cant steal all the bacon. I grab 2 peices of bacon and 2 pancakes These are really good Thank you i made them from scratch. After im done eating i get up and go to the bathroom to well you know pee.... Fine and to cut but i mean i like the feeling dont judge me.... I like watching the blood bubble out of my cuts and the thin line puffing up like a cotton ball... It makes me feel like im well alive. Nobody knows i cut and im glad they dont.. And before you start judging me i do have a reason... I get bullied every single day by people i wont tell you there names but they are really mean... My family doesnt even acknolage me... They think im happy isnt that hilarious