Just Sayin... There is a wall around my heart and inside its too dark. I shield it with all my power. Not letting anyone in, not a soul.But I'm afraid, of that one person. That one person that will break in, keep me happy for a while and shatter me. Im afraid of that person. My wall will be destroyed and all evil will takeover. I wont have protection anymore. Im trapped, trapped in my own head. Screaming for help. Bars keeping me in. Lonely. Destructed. Mirrors, mirrors. Mirrors surround me. Hitting me hard showing me every little detail. Detail of whats going on in my brain, my heart and whats going on, on the out side. I don't want to know that. Im afraid of that. Knowing what i am and what others think of me kills me. People say be yourself.. But its hard. Hard to be yourself and still focus on the positive when there are still mean people in the world. I know I'm not in the best situation but people have it worse. I know they do. Hopefully we'll overcome this battle together...hopefully. One day..

I am who I am

I'm A Hypocrite I tell my friends they have to eat when I don't. I tell them they shouldn't listen to others when I do. I tell them they shouldn't cut when I do. I tell them #life us worth considering when I've considered suicide. I tell them to be happy when I'm battling #depression. I tell them ill never leave when I know I'm going to. Not a real story just something that inspired me

Poverty In The 21st Century It’s the 21st century The media displays it day and night, Poverty. Poverty across the globe lies Poverty cries out from the belly of little boys Little girls, parents too Desperately searching for food, Shelter, clothing, for love, Companion, for attention Those with plenty, refuse To amend, a world haunted by Poverty. Is poverty affecting the rich? Are their poverty the same As the poor in financial constrains? For they, too, poverty of love I see poverty in the learned I see poverty in those whose Selfish acts are destroying society. I see poverty in all level of humanity The world is still an imperfect place Yet #life is still beautiful, the wind Blows, we see it not, give thanks For what you possess, now go, Help if you can along the way, Help to eradicate poverty In your surrounding, widen Your boundary across your Country, to nations of the world. Help to fight poverty, now!

A Fight For Survival When you are raised with trust and fear you beleave in courage when it is near you learn to trust as days goes by but learn betrayed as years fly its only then when you must learn that #life is cruel when you are not known you must learn now what the meaning is the word survival, its what was preached. they teached you how to love when you was young but also not to quit on what you have learn for you are someone rather special this is a battle that someone lend you don't lean back and quit the game you have to fight to gain respect for you have no clue or have any idea the so called game, might bring you fear for this is not just a simple game this is reality going your way you must fight and truly believe a fight for survival its what was preached. for this is #life or you learn it or you'll weep.