Awkward Why am I like this ? It started with you coming onto me? How did this happen ? That we will never be. By the time I couldn't get you out my mind, you were looking for someone else to find? I closed myself off to avoid feeling like this. The few months we connected was utter bliss, I just wish that it didn't have to end, I think I even blew the chance that we could be friends. I saw you today, neither knew what to say. You said hi, how are you and kept on walking, my mind froze and stopped me from talking. I need a new plan to get you out of my mind if I can. But I kinda don't want to, I dunno what to do.

Complexities I'm confident in being shy I give up but always try I'm popular but a geek I fit in but i'm unique I'm chilled out even when I'm stressed I'm not content with second best I'm deep but bottle things inside In my family I take great pride Seeing you makes me come alive You're my motivation and my drive If #life's a puzzle, your my missing piece But you'll forever be out of reach

Magic I sometimes wish magic was real. It would answer more questions for me than it would raise.

Magic I sometimes wish magic was real. It would answer more questions for me than it would raise.

Inner Peace As everyone around me grows up, I feel I'm growing down. Not in a bad way, more like a happy teenager. I'm more comfortable with myself, and having two beautiful kids brings out the best in me. It is simply what I live for.