Ignored You turn up the TV So you can't hear me talking Telling others you want me To pack my bags and start walking I guess that's how it works You get annoyed and push people away Were you happy on the 19th day of June Considering it was my 18th birthday? You can now threaten me over and over That you will kick me out Although I'm not offended What if it ends up being the perfect route I can't help but feel You no longer want me Is that every teenager's feelings Or just us adoptees?

Shadows I just want to sleep And ignore all the pain I mean Isn't that easier Than trying to explain? I'll never be good enough Just disappoint you every time Waisting the air we breath Wondering why I'm even alive My heart is bruised I don't think it will heal And without it, I won't know how to deal I'll keep pushing you away Whenever we start getting close And there I'll be, Left in the shadows

Me My heart is frozen Yet it still beats I feel Cold pulses Both strong and weak It won't let me love Though it won't let me forget My most memorable moments And all my regrets Will someone come along And warm my heart up? So that in the future I will be able to love My heart is frozen And a little off beat But the only one who can fix it .....Is Me

Bisexual My back faces the mirror I'm afraid to turn around Because when it hits me, Ill fall straight to the ground I'm scared of the truth The pain it will bring Who knew that that Would be such a frightening thing? What if I'm not excepted What if I get judged Does this mean that I Will most likely be less loved? Will I lose friends Will I be looked at weirder I guess I won't ever know Until I turn and face the mirror

Through Out The Year Your like winter You leave my heart cold Whipping me around Like ice, to cars on the road Your like spring You can bring me joy Like a toy car To a 4 year old boy Your like summer You make me feel cool Like the hot adults Relaxing in a pool Your like fall You make my heart drop Like the leaves that descend You just can't make them stop