The Moment I love the moment you start to laugh at the sight of yourself crying over someone who can easily be replaced and if they can make you this sad then they are not worth your tears just your laughter as you walk away!

Sucks! Why is it everyone is free and willing to help on the days you don't actually need them!!! But the days u struggle and need someone to help they all have plans and are far too busy! Kinda sucks!

To Cope With A Lonely Heart For the first time I can honestly say I'm alone well ish! He's left for this entire weekend for some scout thing, without even a second thought to my feelings. Yesterday was hard the day he left but today was harder..... Hearing not even a peep from him is killing me! I want to be angry and shout and yell but who too? To him no because he has no signal so what's the point? Leave him a angry voicemail that's a possibility but that wont bring me any release. I have tried distraction I went to the cinema watched the hunger games for a second time! Then finished reading Mockingjay! But when all that failed I then turned to my friends who very nicely told me they are all busy! Great so I have now been left to the final way of coping which is self pity!! I have curled up in bed with my dog a massive tub of Ice cream a bottle of wine a mountain of chick flicks to watch! Yes I believe I have reached an all time low but the only thing that is keeping me sane is knowing that the little shit who left me this weekend is stuck in a tent in the snow with nothing but a thin sleeping bag to keep him warm all weekend!!! Karmas a bitch!

Goodnight The day is ending Our love is not I just want to say forget me not Close your eyes an think of me Cause in your thoughts I hope I'll be Your in my head, your in my heart I know we'll never be apart So good night my prince And sleep good dreams For I know soon u will be back with me it wont be long till im in your arms The place I feel so safe from harm I will miss u more every day But with this promise I will say I love you my sweet for forever more You are the one I will always adore So good night once more I will be bid u adieu And remember that I will always love you