Falling Apart She's falling apart .. She isn't able to hold her self together anymore . She locks her self in her room and turns up music as high as she can . She cries but no one heard her over the music . She misses him so much . Her fingertips are stained from the make up running off her face and she's over thinking it . She's so hurt she just wants the one she loves back . So hurt that the pain starts to make her feel numb inside and emotionless . She finds a old picture of him on her phone of when they were together and she begins to weep to more . And then she just loses it remembering all the memories and the last she told him "I love you" She sits on her bed and sobbed for hours . She just wants him back . And, she still does to this day . . .

Missing Your Ex . . . I miss him I miss him more than anything he was my definition of love . He was the reason I believed in happiness . I miss it I miss it all I miss the feeling of just being around him I just miss him so fucking much

Alone The feeling of Heart break so broken were you don't know what to do with your self anymore, feeling so alone you feel like you have no one at all but you have loving and caring friends . So hurt that your feeling weak and emotionless , were you just don't care no more that if something happens it happens that it will be fine . Wanting to give up because honestly you feel like there's nothing here to hold you here anymore to feel so numb because your so hurt you can't feel anymore so you take a sharp object to your body to feel again . Feeling over whelmed because everything at once is hurting you were you don't know what to do any more. Just ... Just feeling so alone .

Falling For Some One Falling for someone That means the world to you Someone who makes the pain go away and makes you have the reason to smile again, that when your with them your focused on nothing but them and how much you do anything to see them smile Wanting someone so badly it drives you a little mad,your with them your hearts racing your minds just everywhere and your so nervous and your scared you will mess something up your just so head over heels for them and your just lost in love ... Until there gone .