Sometimes throughout the long night, I sit and try to make everything right. Trying to cover up this wanting you, Do you think of me like I think of you? When your mind is in a constant blur, It's similar to a cancer without a cure. What the hell have I got myself into? Do you think of me like I think of you? So drunk as I stumble to the shower, Getting higher and higher every hour. In the sky until my dreams come true, Do you think of me like I think of you? It's a lost cause and it eats me alive, I guess it took me this long to realize, That my real eyes realize real lies... Do you think of me like I think of you?

Smoke It's insane that I live this way.. A couple rips throughout the day.. But, shit, what do I have to say? Doing whatever takes the pain away. A pill here or there.. Fuck it anyway. It doesn't matter who I'm with either, I'm just trying to make the day easier. Need to find a shot or a Busch Light, Hell, I wish I had a pipe and a light.. Kid Ink and Wiz are the necessities.. Mac and cheese, the fuck is healthy? Munchies hard core, bout to doze off. Hold it in, hold it til you gonna cough, Sleep it off, hope it doesn't wear off.. Gotta stop it, gotta stop this insanity. Just keep on going, carry on happily. I'm just me, trying to escape reality....

It's Real It's not #depression, It's just who I am. It's not just a slump, It's what I've become. It's not just a phase, It doesn't go away. It's not my decision, It's the #life I live in. It's tough to cry, It's harder to try. It's deep to heal, It's almost real. It's not for attention, It's a sad prediction. It's putting it aside, It's just a suicide.

Average Isn't it wonderful just being average? Something we have to acknowledge. Goals to keep,objectives to uphold? I'll take the silver, you take the gold. I'll never let anyone down this way, Sliding under the radar, day by day. Being average isn't always the best. I'm tired of slacking behind the rest. What am I even doing with my #life? Get off your lazy ass, Jesus Christ! You can't always strive for mediocre, You're setting yourself up for failure. If you don't believe in yourself first, Your attitude will turn for the worse. Greatness isn't all about being great, It's the opportunities that you create. If your satisfied with your self-image, You'll always be more than average.

Unsimilar Similarities I can't stop thinking about the past, And how so much time has passed. The seconds, the minutes, the hours. What is yours is mine, mine is ours. You ripped my whole heart out too, You moved in with one, left with two. I know your leave was long past due, You can't hate me, what can I do? It kills me that you're no longer here, Please tell me what I want to hear! You have me too blind to even see, My heart being tossed out to sea.