I'm lost as to what I am doing. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. I'm sorry for my mindless rambling on these post, if they bother you I'm sorry. I just want a place to put my thoughts down so that I don't do anything I'd regret.
Social Anxiety
Feeling confident when going somewhere, but the closer you get to your destination the more panicked you get. You second guess yourself and end up messing up because of it.