Used To Used to type a few words everyday Used to read others' stories Used to the cafe down the corner Used to matcha coffee with milk Used to wear the same necklace Used to wear the same jacket Used to hold herself in the dark Used to the wall that keeps her safe The girl is used to it That anyone tries to get in Scares her.

Don't Hide Is that true that in #life We have to make decisions that we don't like But we must do them Because it seems to be the right thing Is that impossible to do things we like And like what we do at the same time Is that possible that I could wear a smile Instead of tears tonight Can I arm with courage But not shaking hands Can you show Instead of hiding

I Guess It's My Fault In The End I just want to blame myself For being a coward Who don't have the courage to stand up for herself Every bullying, every insult Every time I can just hold myself in the dark and cry Without fighting back Being the lowest in the food chain Everyone could have eaten me alive They attack me, make me bleed and enjoy watching it I guess it's my fault in the end

Stars In Your Eyes Tonight is a great night to go to the seaside To watch all the stars fall in your eyes Everything just seems so right Except these can only happen in my mind

Fantasy Fantasy is fantasy Fantasy must be unrealistic Fantasy should never come true When I turn around You know this time I have made up my mind To accept the truth Fantasy can only be fantasy