V I feel the wind slowly swaying with my will wavering as I start losing my way, at the brink of losing myself I envisage part of me falling in revery with my denial & doubts devouring me, heart filled with mixed emotions & perceptions merely fooled by my visage, nobody could hear my voice nor could they fill my void so that I can vivify my ambitions without doubts nor questions & vindicate the path I've taken of my own volition with a vow to vanquish the vice planted by my demons in the vicissitude left in the trail of time... yet once again, the verdict is left upon your perception on whether my votive was not in vain so that I can find some clarity... Inspired by V for Vendetta

Somewhere She Belongs... She said she overdosed on love & felt guilt for gambling with her trust as she lost grip of her heart, I saw the fear in her eyes as she held her head up high with her secretly shape shifted scars concealed as she remembered the broken promises buried in the past, the pain that stopped the hands of time in her heart & the tear drops that have slid slowly down her soft cheeks to her sweet lips & down her neck as if creating a trail that led to the hollow core of her heart... So she looked into my eyes & asked me to take her hand, to never leave her side & to place my unwavering trust in her, because all she ever wanted was to find a place she'd belong in order to be whole again & for me to entrust my faith in her as we set out to defy fate, fly up above the sky till we slowly drift outta space, she'd be the#moonto my #life, my sun & stars... and if they're searching for us, they'd find our immortal story that withstood trials & tribulations against the test of time engraved high up in the stars...

Procrastination A lots been goin' on & decided to put the pen & paper aside from writing the paper trail of my perception & time... But I've been drafting some concepts & as always it's gon' take me a while to come up with a title. Look forward to catching up to some of the posts that I've been missing out on...

She's my raison d'être There was a time where I took things for granted, blind and naive to even realize how special she truly is, I slipped and fell into a deep sleep paralysis, lost and powerless as gravity slowly crushed me... my eyes blinked & blurred as warm teardrops traced their way down my face... I thought of how much of a blessing she truly is in my insignificant #life, she is my inspiration, my motivation to defy fate & take control of my destiny, and she's the one that makes me realize the important essence of #life, for she is... my raison d'être. When I see her, she tends to make my blood rush & I always have this ineffable feeling that relentlessly tries to break out & portray my true feelings towards her, but secretly I suppress it & conceal it with a smile on my face. When I'm around her, my pain and sadness gets sealed away... for she brings an undying flame of happiness to lighten up the inner core of my hollow heart. Her beautiful brown eyes bind and alter the inception of my perception, making me see no imperfections. Her sweet voice lingers deep within my mind like a sweet slow gentle melody... always making me smile. Her warm & tender touch makes me lose control of myself, clearing my mind and soothing my heart... her slow, deep & passionate kisses makes it feel as if time freezes, for she is the pulse of my heartbeat, the bright & shining star to my dark & cold nights, the piece which makes my #life complete, and the only one I can truly trust with all my heart. She's the one that set a trail for my heart to follow, the one my love is willing to defy the tests of time for, the one I wouldn't hesitate putting my #life on the line for, the only one I mostly think about nor can I live without, the one I hate arguing with and never wish to hurt her feelings nor to break her sweet fragile heart, the one I solely wish to treat in a special way & make everyday seem like a special day, and she's just about the only one capable of changing me, I love her and she is...my raison d'être. #HappyValentines

In My Mind... Trying to find the words in order to create a rhyme instead I found myself chasing words scattered inside my mind