Truly ME .. I laugh at their jokes Although I know there laughing at me And not with me I give a fade smirk at their silly puns made towards me As being the last to be talked to or even recognized I continue to say these are my friends But are they really? With this lonesome feeling I must say they are for an outcast I can not be For I just want to be accepted for me But how can they when I myself haven't truly found Me I'm desperately Searching Yet I'm searching in all the wrong places Searching for nothing since it has already been found I knew it all from the beginning I was just scared to be truly me For I still am ....

All It Toke.. All it toke was a smile All it toke was me staying quiet All it toke was to say nothing about it All it toke to have the bullying continue was the straight fear in my gut to not open my mouth and speak 6 years lived in fear For regret , yes I have that yet all it would've token was to open up and speak. Ended right there and then But no I couldn't And that's all it toke to have 6 years wasted