Stream Of Consciousness #2 This morning on the way to work I saw a dead cat for the first time. It was lying at the side of the road. It wasn't messy. It looked like it might be sleeping. On the way home the cat was gone. I decided not to think about where to, because I knew I would decide that it had been moved and abandoned to rot somewhere, and that thought would make me sad. No, I didn't think about it. I wonder if I'll look like I might be sleeping. I hope that when they find me they'll think so, And tuck me under extra blankets to warm my cold body. I don't want to be abandoned. I don't want to be, abandoned.

Uh Oh, The Topic Is Religion I have to laugh at these religious folks who keep trying to tell me what I believe and why. It's pathetic.

Have preordered the Yveltal 3DS and the new pokemon and am now filled with that christmas-y kind of excitement!

Stream Of Consciousness #1 (Warning for adult subject matter.) That night, I turned the heat on the shower up as high as I could possibly bear it, and then a little more, 'cause I figured I might as well get used to the scalding touch of Hell in the only way I could -after all, I knew that even lustful flames wouldn't kiss a thing like me. I looked up from where I sat, coiled up by the drain, to the shower head glowering down at me, every pore like the faces of everyone I'd ever disappointed, disgraced, or disgusted, all at once staring down in disdain: spitting their burning hate at me. What little, pitiful excuse for self-confidence that I had smeared across my skin like the make-believe facade that it was began to crack and peel and I watched as it washed away and wished that I'd waste away, too; get whisked away, dragged down that drain pipe along with the dirt, just drown or disappear, I didn't care, it didn't matter, as long as I was gone. I was sick to death of my days being made up of starless darkness and almost-sunrises, so I decided to engrave forever onto my body my own bright red horizons.

NaNoWriMo Is NaNoWriMo a thing here on opuss? November'll soon be upon us, so I was wondering.