Inspired To Sleep Inspiration need not come at a cost, but is sometimes better for it. So although insomnia may have been my best friend of late, my first love is still sleep and my deep dream state. The place where no one need judge me but even if they do, I take it not as a personal threat but as a difference in views. That said, with heavy eyelids I bid you adieu, thanking all for sharing the words and the time it may have taken you.

Psychosis Of The Fittest Don't ever stop chasing stars, But find them beneath your skin. Don't be hiding all your scars Your beauty shines from within. When darkness envelopes, Just look for the light, Forgiveness is key Must keep that in sight. Turn out your fear, Don't keep it inside For there can be far worse, my dear, You may run but never hide. If love is your wish, Then #life you must see, A blind man may trust But perhaps would not agree. Don't blame all the rest This time its for me. We can't help but test, That is our lives... surely?

Struggled Motion #life is precious, that's what they say, Learn to live just one more day. As one door has closed another opens wide, Stay with me, don't you hide This time. What are you waiting for? To open yet another door, The expanse of #life came to foretell, This place on Earth was Heaven, not Hell. Loves light is strong within family, Widen your eyes and concentrate to see Flashes come of inspiration and fun, Tell me. Now let us become one. The day has dawned within my soul, Mixing mind and body to make the whole. The journey's long, do not be afraid, Everything that ever was had to be made.

No Salvation Be oblivious. Ignore the obvious. You must have missed the point. If there was ever any understanding It long since left this joint. No blame to be laid upon anyone, At least you hid not behind pretence, It just departed before it's time, You could say that you had more sense Than to stick around and watch me drown In blood stained tears that formed the rain. Although comprehension cannot cure it It might well ease the pain. I can never claim to be perfect Strive as I may, not even close And so it may be time to stop trying, To drift away with an increasing dose. Injecting kindness into the vein, Even if it kills all hope. This way is best it's clear, So there is no need to mope Or think about what might have been What would be the point? No love lost, I am sure. It long since left this joint...

For You, Beloved Nan And Namesake A star that once shimmered, disappearing from sight Could etch no such memory, nor burn so bright That it would seem as indestructible as you did. The laughter and smiles, only frowns that you hid Until you could hide them no more, in the dead o the night. Wise to so many, and friendly to so many more, Saying it exactly how it was, what you saw And yet without qualm, always willing to chat Making us pancakes, before we'd even sat Although now closed, you'd always opened your door. As hard as it is to have to say goodbye Never again to look into your eye Wishing to be better, for you to be proud Saying how we'd loved you, saying it loud Enough that you hear it above hearing me cry. Of all the things we'd though you would know The one thing I remember, as clear as the snow Was thinking that you'd be here forever It seemed not to occur, now and never Your wonderful light would dim and discontinue to glow.