Listen To This Song #1 Hall Of Fame By: The Script Feat Will.I.Am

Mask I wear a mask If you look closely you would see the salt water racing down both my cheeks But the mask hides my true self I fake a smile, a laugh, a twinkle in my eyes is not from joy but from tears yet to fall. I fake my #life at school, in the car, in my house. I let the mask fall only when I'm alone in my room in closed by the darkness. I let it fall my mask, my tears. I am broken I am lost I am hurting I am alone I am no one I am nothing.

I'm Not Perfect Today I washed my make up away, so the mirror could see my face. I wanted all my pain to portray what my words could not say. Because I'll never be good enough. They see my tears they call my bluff. Gotta tough it out and Suck it up to stay, To stay. Keep on running to the top. No time to breathe, No time to stop. But I.... Gotta shut the world out and break down so I can see what's left of me. Time for me to be alone where I feel home and remember what I believe. I just wanna cry out loud because its the only sound that will truly set me free. I'm standing still to say to you, I'm not perfect Just thought you should know. So hectic I can't find my way. And I'm tried of all this rain. I'm damaged and so ashamed only half my soul remains. Because I'll never be pretty enough. They see my tears and call my bluff. Gotta tough it out and suck it up. To stay, to stay. Keep running to the top. No time to breathe, no time to stop. But I.... Gotta shut the world out. And break down, So I can see what's left of me. Time for me to be alone, where I feel home and remember what I believe. I just wanna cry out loud because that's the only sound that will truly set me free. I'm standing still to say to you, I'm not perfect. Oh I'm afraid of change. And oh I know it's the only way. Gotta shut the world out and break down, so I can see what's left of me. Time for me to be alone where I feel home. And remember what I believe. I just wanna cry out loud, because its the only sound that will truly set me free. I'm standing still to say to you, I'm not perfect, Just thought you should know.... Just thought you should know. •Lori Martini•

Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover People look at me and see a tall strong girl, that could kick there butt. They get scared by my height and how I'm built. They judge me before they know me. I'm strong yes, but I'm not going to hurt you unless you given me a good enough reason to. I'm nice, sweet, caring and a bit of a nerd. I'm not some badass that will beat you up. I'm close friend comes off as a goody goody. When in reality she's a bit of a rebel. My best friend comes off as a quiet shy person at first. But he's actually loud energetic and insane. Someone my look scary and mean but could be caring and sweet. A pretty face could hide a cruel and mean heart. Don't judge someone before you get to know them. Because someone you write off as a badass bitch could be a kind, sweet person that could change your #life forever.

I'm Not A Toy He wears a false smile to hide the hurt. He fakes a laugh to shield a shallow blow. He spends most of his time thinking about it thinking about hurting himself. He acts like his skin is paper so he cuts it. She acts like his heart is a toy so she plays with it then gets bored and leaves him there for someone else to pick up and fix him. I picked him up and saw through his lies and tried to help him, tried to repair the state she left him in. But like all other brats she saw someone else happy with the toy she left behind and decided to take him back. He didn't put up a fight. He went with her and left me alone to pick up the shattered remains of my heart off the floor where he left it. Now I'm the one left behind and breaking. But unlike him I'll never go back to the one that hurt me. I'm to good for someone like that. I'm not anyone's toy, you can not play with me and break me or get tired of me. I will never be the one to hurt and break someone. I'm not and never will be anyone's toy.