Ich Kann Nicht Mehr Ich kann einfach nicht mehr. Ich zitter am ganzen Körper, mir is eiskalt und ich bin am Heulen. Ich glaub ich werde mich morgen mit meiner besten Freundin streiten. Ich hoffe nicht. Ich weiß nicht mal warum. Sie will mir nicht sagen worums geht weils spät und jetzt hab ich einfach so Angst sie zu verlieren. Ich hab so Angst. Ich mag keinen Streit und am Wenigsten mag ich streit mit meinen Freunden. Ich hasse das. Ich hoff so, dass alles wieder gut, zumal sie auch sehr gut mit meiner Zwillingsschwester befreunded ist und ich meiner Schwester nicht auch noch alles versauen will. Ich fühl much scheiße.

So This Ain't Actual Puppy News... ...but I thought you guys would want to know that this Friday I'll be meeting and picking my puppy out! I'm so overly excited! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!

Erhm... So let me send this beforehand: I love my friends, I really do. BUT....I have this one friend, whose grades are like THAT much better than mine, but all she does lately is mope. Honestly, senior year is kicking everybody's ass and she does better than 75% of our year and complains all the time. I'm not sure how many. "I'm so stupid." "I'll definitly fail..." and "My future is that of a beggar." sessions I can stand. I am comforting her all the time, because SHE feels bad and that makes me feel worse at the same time, because my brain goes like: "Oh, if she thinks she'll never make it, how am I supposed to?" and seriously? That's the last thing I need in my senior year. Ugh... THX for listening, as always. Love F

Puppy News Anybody? My baby's been born eithet September 10th or September 17th, there are two litters. She's red and we'll go pick her in excactly 25 days. She'll move in November 17th. What else to say? Uhm...Both mommies are well and there's six babies in total: 4 girls and 2 boys. I am SUPER excited! I never thought I'd actually get to this point! Love, F

Things That Bug Me No offence, Glee fans out there, but why is your show all over the place? It annoys the heck outta me. It's on my tumblr dash, it trends on twitter. Oh, oh, and yesterday my sister told me she did not unterstand why you would possibly consider canceling it if Vampire Diaries, which is my favorite tv show, has so much worse ratings....And then she got all "What? Why are you mad? " when I got a bit cold. Also? I'm sick of the endless Brody/Finchel whatever debate. Newsfalsh: EVERYBODY, even if they're not part of the Glee fandom, knows that Finn and Rachel ate eventually gonna get back together. But no, my sister needs me to comfirm that twice a day.... Also, they're covering Coldplay now. It's like nowadays you can't have a favorite song that's NOT been covered by Glee. Pffft...Sorry just had to get this out. I really don't mean to insult Glee or the Glee fandom, sometimes I even watch it with my sister, but lately she' been rubbing it in my face 24/7...So I guess I'm more bugged by her steady 'Oh my god and Brody sucks so much and oh my god Finn and Rachel may never ever get back together, MY HEART IS DYING'-rants than with the thing itself. Sadly I can't tell her that, because she gets mad when I tell her she's overacting. Wow, that was random... Love, F PS.: Providing further proove, because my sister just stormed out of the room 'cause I didn't find people bashing on Brody hillarious. Like seriuosly? He's only a person and not even a real one. He hasn't kissed her yet, he hasn't taken shower-snapshots, he hasn't killed anyone, by now his biggest crime is admitting to liking Rachel...