PLEASE PRAY God has gained many angels this school year. He took TWO from my school. Ones name is Brandon. He was a senior and had just got the letter the day before saying he got excepted to the college he wanted to go to. He was gay and got bullied for it. But he almost always had a smile on his face<3 He passed away from a car accident on a Sunday in November. He was in chorus an was spec.tac.u.lar.! He was a smart kid and had a lot going for him. Just last night, January 5th around nine, another great member of my school family was taken. His name is Shane. We're in 10th grade, 16 years old... He and his friend, Ethan(11th grade), were heading home from the game (I have the news on and they showed the highlight -brb BAWLING-) Ok. So.. they swerved to avoid a deer and ran of the road. They ended up in the creek... The truck was flipped onto the roof. A local police man saw the truck and was trying to get it open but with the water and it being upside down it was difficult. They both had their seat belts on. One suffered from hypothermia and one from head injuries. Details on how Ethan is doing have not yet been released. But Shane has been declared unresponsive.

Things I Wonder About... #2 I wonder what it'll be like When I'm all gone Will I be missed, forgotten Like a really old song When I die Who will cry When I die Who will mourn When I die Who will miss me When they wake every morn

Let Me Be Me I may have gotten bigger but I haven't grown up. I'm still little old me who loves to watch tv I love colors and singing And I dance around the clock! I may be no good But I have no reason to stop! I do what I like And I like what I do So I'll worry bout me And you worry about you If I'm in a good mood I never shut up But if I'm in a bad mood I'm hard to cheer up So let me do what I do And like what I like Because I'm not afraid To put up a fight I'm not one for punching But I must admit If the moment arises You could get bit... So maybe I have changed I'm not afraid to say it But it's change for the best So give it a rest Stop saying you wish I was who I was For that person was foolish Too easily she fell in love For she went back to you Times: more than two And each time felt lost More then the last That person is gone now, Don't you see? She's no longer weak, And afraid to speak For now she's loud And stands out in a crowd She has some doubts But that's not what counts She's a person Whose learned from her mistakes And she's not afraid To do what it takes To make it where she wants, To be who she wants, To say what she wants. Now she's wiser, Smarter too And she's not afraid To stand up to you So you better watch out Don't get in my way Cuz that girl is me And that boy is you You screwed me over Time after time And never would listen So here's a little rhyme... Stay away from me I'll stay away from you You get in my way And I will beat you Even if I'm not that tough I've met some new people And they sure are rough... But they'll stand by my side Something you'd never do And I could touch the sky If I really wanted to Because I'm that faithful I believe in myself And they stood by my side When I wanted to hide. So run and scurry, You better hurry, You're wasting your time With excuses I don't buy So you better scurry And you better hurry Because this new girl Has some hidden furry Who knows when She just might BURST But when she does Better not be near Because, my dear, You will need a nurse... She's kept her anger Bottled up inside But she's no longer in danger And has nothing to hide So if I were you, And I'm glad I'm not, Here's a few things That I would do: Just kidding! I'm not helping YOU out! You left me alone In my time of doubt! So hurry along And scurry about And don't come back And try to reek havoc. I'm done with you We're completely through! And I'm so happy to say I've found someone new He's here for me When I get blue And is not afraid To say I love you So take a sock, Shove it up your ass Because that's the pain I had in the past. It was caused by you. Do I make myself clear? We're totally through! And we're finally done here. I do what I like And I like what I do. So let me be me And you be you.

Things I Wonder About... #1 Sometimes I wonder if the one I'm ment to be with is right next to me. Waiting for his chance, waiting for me to realize that I do like him.. But do I? Am I just lost in my hopelessness? Or could it be the one, one of the people I least expect, that is perfect for me. That I'm just too dumb to realize it...

A Hug A hug can hurt A hug can heal A hug can be bye Or hi A hug could say we'll be together forever Or i guess it was never A hug could be a welcome Or goodbye For forever or a day It can be the first thing Or the last I just hope that our last Doesn't come fast