Game Heavy as candles He loved and often dreamed Almost scared Full of grief and longing There had once been more Calling in her absence The scent of prey Nothing sweet with the word of autumn Furiously shivering and sleepness nights Secret places and dreams he'd dreamt Joining in his grief Hollow and quavering Tossed bones aside Exulting, strong and swift Alone, searching and never finding In rage

A Stable State. Love is never the same Nor a universal game And is without logic ranging For it is with me ever changing An untold oath Shifting through growth It can be new, or old And more valued than gold Like my soul Love makes me whole And is not to be found Without our faith bound The emotional hurt of loss Will come across And made physical Makes us mentally hysterical One touch of naked skin, beneath Could make me declare defeat And devote my body to you Without needing a clue

Bring your Best Facing the bright early morning, once again blue, showing no signs of joy, but you know the clue the clue of happiness joy and bloom you get up, straighten up and face the doom for once again... a smile is just a boom, a boom of negative emotions bursting from you, you loony buffoon *anon* - a friend of mine.

Asleep. Tangled dreams, stretching wide beyond my inner conscience reaching the deepest and darkest places Weightless and unbound floathing away with my unconcious thoughts defenceless against my web of nightmares Sceneries passing by switching faster and faster an emotional rollercoaster crashing down

Forever. Not in a literal meaning nor sugar-coated romance Forever; is belonging together to the last breath Forever; is the sweetness lingering upon my lips Forever; is your smile burned into my memory Forever; is the night wherein our passion is combined Forever; is unconditioned love without restrictions or promises Only the need to stay together; forever