Servant Of Evil O my Queen, you have me as your faithful servant alone We were twins, torn apart when our fates should have shone O my Queen, to shield thee from danger’s deadly call I will sin, I will kill, I will sacrifice my all Fourteen years ago we were both born into this hell Praised and blessed by the people and the church’s bell Being in our family we must play by the rules Even if we look the same, I am destined as your tool They can swear you their enemy, or curse all they want They can brandish their swords, and be on the hunt Never fear, never cry, I will always be near Let not your smile, my sun, turn into icy tears O my Queen, you have me as your faithful servant alone We were twins, torn apart when our fates should have shone O my Queen, to shield thee from danger’s deadly call I will sin, I will kill, I will sacrifice my all While running errands in a peaceful town nearby I ran into a pleasant lady with emerald green eyes Smiling with her face so fair, singing with her voice so bright I was captivated then, knowing love at first sight But this love will remain locked deep inside For the Queen gave orders, “The girl must die” I will answer her wishes, her mind I will ease So why, my Lord, do my tears fail to cease? O my Queen, you have me as your faithful servant alone We are twins, like two seeds in the soils of madness sown “O my Queen, your dessert for today is brioche” And you smiled, and you smiled, innocent without a flaw People of the country were possessed with fear and rage Threatening to kill the Queen, to move on to a new age If this is what they call a retribution for her sins God’s words I will go against, for the #life of my twin “Here are my spare clothes, now wear these and go run Don’t turn back, don’t dare stop, don’t talk to anyone Don’t you worry we look the same in every way No one would ever notice that you got away” O now I am the Queen, and you the escapee We are twins, like two boats in the sad stormy seas They say you are a lady of vice and disdain Then I am evil as well, with the same blood in my veins Once upon a time in a country far away Where a lot of crimes were committed every day My lovely little sister who was fourteen years of age Was crowned as the Queen, dancing on history’s stage They can swear you their enemy, or curse all they want (Finally, long awaited, the time had come) They can brandish their swords, and be on the hunt (The deafening chimes sounded a little bit glum) Never fear, never cry, I will always be near (The crowd showed not a sign of sympathy) Let not your smile, my sun, turn into icy tears (Grinning to the world, you spoke my line on your knees) O my Queen, you have me as your faithful servant alone We were twins, torn apart when our fates should have shone O my Queen, to shield thee from danger’s deadly call I will sin, I will kill, I will sacrifice my all Somehow in our next #life, if we ever meet again Let us play together once more, and be the best of friends ----- This is the English dub of the song, "Servant Of Evil". I saw this on one blog and decided to share with you fellows on Opuss. Hoped you enjoyed it! The song can be found on YouTube and mind you, it is a Japanese song so go ahead and check out the original! Ciao!

Tak Bisakah I really felt like crying today. I just had so much happening today and the fact I promised I'll be fine just makes it all the more worse. You know that feeling when you're crushing on the inside but am forced to smile like nothing's wrong? Yeah, that's what I'm feeling. That's what I'm fucking feeling like right now. God, it hurts so fucking much and I can't really vent it out properly. I'm falling apart inside out from not venting this shitty feeling out. Fuck emotions. Fuck #life. Fuck friends. Honestly, #life would be much more simpler if we were all solitary bastards.

It's Funny It's funny when I see myself in the mirror. I see deceit, lies, loneliness and anguish. My eyes are empty. Filled with nothing but a void that can't be filled. Nothing. My lips pursed and bloodied. My cries for help forever muffled and silent. Silent. My cheeks puffy from the tears I had stopped crying. Long had I been doing that. Crying and crying. But I did stop. For I am broken. It's funny when I wake up from bed. I see my tear stained pillow. My tears had fell unbeknownstly when I was unconscious. My body sticky from the cold sweat I had broke out. My breathing ragged and broken. My hands shaking at the realisation it was all a dream. All a dream. So why do I feel more frightened than ever before? It's funny when I head out to work. I see the sun shining brightly up in the sky. How many more years does it take for it to burn out? I see the birds chirping merrily and nestling in their trees. I wonder of they know their home will be gone in a few days time. I see the people bustling about to their own lives. Paired together, in a group, or alone, they seem to be too occupied to notice that they will die and it wouldn't matter to the world. So why do they still smile? It's funny when I'm alone at home. I taped the windows shut, blocking out the fresh air and bright light from entering my room. The smell wouldn't travel out and nobody would see me. I locked the doors tightly, tossing away the key for good measure. They wouldn't reach me. They never tried. I readied the rope. I stood on the stool and silently agreed this was for the best. Nobody had told me otherwise. I was ready. It's funny when I placed the rope around my neck. My tears had fallen silently but I did not make a sound. My lips were shaking but they mustered a smile. I breathed in a shaky smile and closed my eyes. I did what I had to do. I kicked the stool. It's funny when I'm dead.

Monster There are... many types of monsters in this world.. Monsters who will not show themselves and who cause trouble. Monsters who abduct children. Monsters who devour dreams. Monsters who suck blood and... Monsters who always tell lies. Lying monsters are a real nuisance. They are much more cunning than other monsters. They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of the human heart. They eat even though they've never experienced hunger. They study even though they have no interest in academics. They seek friendship even though they do not know how to love. If I were to encounter such a monster, I would likely be eaten by it. Because in truth... I am that monster.

A Sign I wake up from my bed I switched the light up ahead I rolled over and never felt colder The decisions I made as a loner I got up and I smile The kind that remind me the pain was mild I took a breathe for a #life anew Your cruel ways with me are through As I realised with every single breath I take I could live my #life with the decisions I make But I still can feel The feeling's thrill As the nights go by With the stars in the sky I find myself wishing you were here Holding me tight And with the songs of love Echoing from above I realised that you were never mine You were part of a sign As I stand by the open curb Watching the paths in front of me curve I let out a sigh With a bitter cry The thoughts I had were a lie As I walked through the new door My tears falling to the floor I sank to my knees And cried out 'Please' For you to come back to me, appeased That's when I realised that the decisions I have made Are part of me and part of how I made mistakes But I can feel The love was real As the nights go by With the stars in the sky I find myself wishing you were here Holding me tight And with the tears streaming down To my cheeks and to the ground I realised you were never mine You were part of a sign