Integrity All I hear is yelling And others telling How much I've fucked up Or just bitch because I refuse Refuse to try and cut corners So please defuse Because all your doing is just lighting my fire Call me anything, but don't call me a lier That's what hurts the most And in my mind, you'll become a ghost Drop off the edge of the earth I do give a fuck I mean someone did go through birth Just for you But guess couldn't raise you right Cause you don't got integrity like I do That's why I'm bitched at For doing what the books all bout Look through it, there's no doubt Says it on the front of the book Integrity first So live by it before your lies burst.

The Stars Are Far "The stars are far So far to reach" As a 22 yr old sits at a bar Drinking his #life away Like he was sent to this world, Just to drink. "I shall not sink" Is what he should say. But #depression is so much easier to find then motivation Motivation to do something with your #life. Or #depression to use a knife To use a knife to try and relieve the pain. Even though deep inside, you know You will never get away from this chain. Like your In a prison A prison named "High school" Teachers for guards Counselors used as janitors, to sweep away the tears. The tears of the ones that do not fit in, we all have fears. Fears of snakes, spiders, Or the bully down the hall you see and try and hide. And then your pushed aside And you pray that you have died, So that you don't have to deal with this on a daily basis Like death is your only oasis! From this pain and misery....

Return Why can't I return back to #life How I was back when You was still my superman My inspiration to be better Why can't the #depression Why can't the hatred Just leave me alone Wither the sun's shinin Or I feel like I'm dyin It finds it's way through the cracks and holes in my heart Damn I think I'm fallin apart Damn I don't wanna die It's just a feelin inside No medication No therapy sessions Help me out. I wanna come back to earth Feeling like the reverse of cloud 9 I don't like it one bit

Tears Just lay low And let go Of all the hate All the regret It'll just hold you down Like a anchor in the sea Everything in your past Don't let it be the last The last thing on your mind Go ahead and lay your head down On my shoulder. Let the tears flow

Fake Friendship is a #life long thing Not to be cut apart Like a little string Puts too much weight on the heart Tonight is the night Where I'm gonna try and put up a fight. To block this outta my brain And reduce some pain Friendship is a #life long thing Not to be cut apart Like a little string Puts too much weight on the heart You act like you'll be my everything Tryin to put me under your wing I don't need it Not want it So take a seat bitch We all know your just a little witch Friendship is a #life long thing Not to be cut apart Like a little string Puts too much weight on the heart Your fake as fuck! Don't even try to deny, Or act like your in shock You know exactly what I'm talkin bout. All the little lies Especially that one you said, oh yea! "You'll be there for me when I wanna die." Friendship is a #life long thing Not to be cut apart Like a little string Puts too much weight on the heart You say you've been through what I've been through But you know shit! Why don't you just admit? Your a lying bitch That doesn't give a fuck What your bouta get is gonna need a stitch. Oh yea, forgot. Here comes your lies, try and duck.