A wrecked a heart can cause a disturb mind -Cindy R

You Were Troubled I was smiling big at you Only cause I couldn't see you through I remember giving you kisses and hugs Before you left to hang out with thugs While I'm out doing the things I do You secretly let "ladies" sell love to you You never looked at me in the eyes Quickly I started realizing you were using lies Using lies to cover up that huge mistake That one that surely made my heart break I slowly let out the tears from all the things you have done You weren't faithful to any girl,not even just one I should've known from the start That you were here to destroy my heart I should have not fall in love with you Especially with all the bad things you do You were troubled

Lose My Mind I just look around Nothing but darkness and little sounds I slowly start to close my eyes While all of my energy dies I start thinking about myself and all the things I've done Innocence and happiness is all gone Guilt and sadness has just only begun I never really thought I'd be that one Who has it bad and there is no good Runaway and hide,I never think I should I just lie down on my big bed While the tears start to shed I really wish I could just rewind time I wish it was easy to erase these secrets of mine I may not be able to change so fast And I may not be able to change the past But I'll be able to fix my own future From the hurt and all the torture To help myself,I have to take a step farther or I'll just be behind I know I have to before my mixed emotions make me lose my mind

Waiting I remember slowly sitting down Looking up at your parents with a depressing frown I never been so scared before My heart beating so fast that I couldn't take it anymore My lips were quivering and my legs were violently shaking I was looking at the clock,seeing how much time was taking Then I heard the footsteps coming by The doctor came and let out a sigh He laid a hand on me saying you were leaving tonight I looked at him with my tears that I was trying to fight I walked to your room and you looked at me with those big beautiful blue eyes I was trying,trying so hard to tell you that the doctor was giving you a handful of lies You kissed me on my cheek You said that you were strong but now you're weak That you had to go and leave But not to be dead but to be free I looked at you and you looked at me I slowly felt my breath fading You looked at me and you said you would always be waiting And that I'll meet you again one day And that everything is going to be okay The next day you were already gone Your funeral,and everything was now all done Except I still have you in my thoughts and heart

A Broken Hearted Girl Crying my heart out My heart breaks with every beat I wish it would be done and just stop in defeat It hurts so bad,I feel like my heart is screaming Yet there's nothing I can do but let the tears keep streaming People just say time will eventually heal But my heart is now made out of feathers, not steel That boy put me in so much damn pain So much I don't think theres more I could gain I wish he had mercy Wish he had a heart Maybe he would see how badly my heart is torn apart The outside of him was nothing to compare the inside Wish he knew that he cut my heart so wide I tried to stop the hurting and the pain on me But in the ending,it's just like a stain on me I wish I knew this was coming right from the start You just left me with a bad broken heart............... Sincerely, Cindy