Helloooooo People Wow, i can't believe it's been over a year since my last post or log in! So, what did I miss in the opuss world? Lot has changed in my #life since I last came on here - the best being giving birth to my son in January

Writer's Block Dear Miss Brain, Way up there in my head, Can't you find me some words That I can write instead? I don't want any thoughts of days long past, And I don't just wanna sit around here on my arse! I need some inspiration, A new exciting plot Where my characters talk to me And I want them to chatter a lot! I don't want just one story I want a few to carry on, But you've been asleep on me brain And it's really been too long! Too much caffeine drifting through my blood, Give me a genius idea that will hit me with a thud! You've gave me many #poems and they've been fun to write, But a storyteller you are with a pretty good insight! So talk to me daily and make me write for hours, Tales of terror, adventure, romance.. Hell! Even give me flowers! I know there's still a spark there but it may be buried under crap, I need to file away some stuff to stop you getting in a flap! Give me a kickass heroine or a brave, kind, thoughtful hero.. Instead I sit here pondering and you just come up with zero! I'm gonna feed you some good food and keep you nice and warm, And then I might feel a plot that will slowly start to form.. I know that you can do it, You just gotta start to think.. Maybe I will ply you with alcohol, you might just need a drink! So come on brain, help me out here I'm running low on stuff, Get your motor running and throw some ideas in but not too tough! I promise I will use your more, I've neglected you a bit.. But really I think we make a good team and that I will admit.

When The Shadows Play #titlechallenge In the smallest hours of the cold, winter night, There is a time where monsters come out to give fright.. "What's that noise? Did you hear that sound" But when you look there's nothing around, A howl on the wind, a chime in the air, A cold chill blows but there is no one there.. A strong, powerful smell that arrives with no warning, A breath in your ear that sounds like it's yawning.. A voice in your head that makes you go crazy, An old guard dog asleep who you wish wasn't lazy.. A tick of the clock, a shadow on the wall, They all laugh at you and you can't do anything at all! A personal demon there by your side, The shadows are dancing, taking you for a ride Can't go to sleep just in case they mean harm, But you know you gotta wake up to that awful alarm! So you crawl into your slumber and cover your head, No monsters can get you when you're asleep in your bed.

Never Forgotten Angry or sad? That's the question I ask, How do I feel? Am I up to the task? You can't see my view, only believe what you choose, You think I'm playing a game and that I want you to lose. It's not what you think you're completely wrong, These feelings build up and it's been too long. Mind goes in overdrive, hundreds of miles at a time, Walking round in a daze like a street perfomer mime, And all this frustration pours out me like a flood, No details spared, all gore and some blood! A written account of those thoughts in my head, Should I have spoken them aloud instead? My heart is so beaten, all broken and bruised, It still speaks your name even though you won't choose To follow your heart and just let me back in Instead of shutting me out and not hearing a thing On my mind all the time it's like my own little curse And not speaking with you or hearing your voice is just worse. But I know deep inside that you will read this piece And you know I'm thinking of you, well you should do at least. So though out of my sight you're still firmly on my mind Wish I had a remote so that I could seriously rewind. I wouldn't change a thing I'd just make it better, And write you one of those beautiful love letters So my words can be etched firmly in your brain, Even though you're gone, my heart still feels the same. So I'm not blocking it out and I'm not giving up hope, I'm gonna keep on going and let out a long rope. One day I will show and prove it to you, This love is for real, that much is true. Xxx

Would You Still Love Me? #beginningline #nightdwellers Would you still love me if I told you my past? My darkest secrets and sins I have cast? The hurt I've caused and the pain I've inflicted, Of decisions I've made then later conflicted. Could you turn a blind eye to the hearts that I've broken? Or words that I've thought, left silently unspoken? Would you still care if I told you the truth? Or would you still want me to show you some proof? Could you live with the fact that I'm not perfect? That I should come with a warning of some possible defect? Would you still love me if I flew away? And didn't come back for months from this day? Could you help me repair the damage I've done? And mend my own heart so a new one it becomes? Could you handle the mood swings with the lows and the highs? Be the one beside me to help me get by? What would you think if I told you I cried? Every night, wishing you was by my side. Would you still want me if I gave you my heart? Because it's you that's held it right from the start.