Me There’s rage, there’s anger, and irritation I feel. Everything seems to be crashing down that is just how i feel but, that is just in my head. Words are so hard to find, i think but nothing comes to mind. Communication is the key but the lock i have only budges when i am all filled up with emotion. “Talk” he says words do not slip through these lips. When i finally speak i see and feel a since of relief in him and I. You would think i was the guy and him the female struggling to keep the conversation alive.

I Love You. Sorry I didnt want to do or say that. im sorry. Happy Birthday CJ. I love you. i just dont want you have to deal with that with your mom bc of me. Babe i do not like to hear or see you cry. You mean the freaking world to me. So stupid that this had happen 15 min before your b-day. It is so crappy. I do not care i am going to your party i am seeing you. I do not want to take time away from each other, i do not want a break, i do not want you only 7 mins away. I want you hear with me every second that i breathe listening to your heart beat that is steady as a drum since the first time i have put my head on your chest. My #life would not be as great and adventurous with out you in it. I love the fact that you will make any promise and commitment with me to keep things together and for us not to be broken. You are not my boyfriend you are my soul-mate a my best friend. Not even your mother can keep us apart. I LOVE YOU.

Part Of A #life Sometimes it’s good to have someone there to talk to about things and vent when it come to relationships conflicts who has been in a relationship for a long time. They have a little bit more knowledge than what you have specially if your new at it. I love my best friend and the guy she is dating who is my guys best friend since they were kids. They have been dealing with a lot lately bc of one mistake. We snuck into his gated neighborhood by lying why we there and then parked her car and walked in the dark thinking something was coming after us till we figured out where we were. Then finally we got to the golf course and sat there waiting for him to find us. In the end we found him. They were not talking so I stepped in and became DR. Chas. haha then I walked away and then they started to finally talk. Sometimes it is hard to forgive someone even if you love them so much that you would risk everything to be with that person. And that can be your greatest downfall and mistake. As she walked away crying knowing that it was over he came running after her saying that he loves her. Even me wishing on a shooting star that they would talk, things seem to start to work out when they did. Makes me think about my own relationship of how CJ always makes sure to work things out because he loves me and that makes me love him so much more. Young love people would say is foolish and that we take it to seriously. I think young love at the appropriate young to date is the strongest love you can feel and show besides from God and your family. Your heart is new to the relationship and your so madly in like with them that you pour out your heart to them and you go through so much. They have seen you happy, bawling your eyes out, angry, upset, loud, hyper, annoying, hurt, every emotion and you never want to start over with someone new because your believe you will always be happy, even when you are completely mad at them for being stupid and foolish. But you forgive them because you have that love for them that makes you happy.

Pictures Pictures are pictures. They are memories captured in one image. Sometimes that one picture can mean the world to you, and other times that picture you regret being in. That picture should not bother me, but it does because i want to put pictures like that up on facebook for others to see. See people do not see pictures of us so when some other girl who has there arms around you in a picture that you are tagged in and people see it they think you are with her or get the wrong impression. Yeah me and you and a few other people know the truth. But in the end it SUCKS.

Moments Every chance that we get to be with each other I want. Yes we still are with each other when we are with our friends, but when we are by ourselves we are ourselves. We have to hide and be cautious when we are out. But when it's just us here we have nothing to worry about. Yes there are other days, but have you ever thought what If that one day you could have spent together would have been the last chance to ever be together and it was just gone. You mean everything to me and every chance we get to be with each other I don't want it to slip away.