Lo Siento Heart wrenched All regrets Nothing said Nothing left Beating Beating Oh so very fast Panicking PANICKING HOW LONG WILL THIS AGONY LAST ?! ... The only time of rest is when asleep Slumber is the only retreat The last resort To be broken and strong at the same time is mentally impossible but my sanity is insane . Anger flowing through air as it finds its host. I'm sorry you feel that way, but it hurts me the most.

In Between Is it true when people say you destroy yourself?... I might do that everyday. A little battle goes on within myself with myself 24/7 and the same side wins every time. Do I struggle with keeping my sanity? I mean will I just blow up inside one day ? So many thoughts that roam through my mind Must things workout this way? .. I feel I am ready to explore this world, At my own pace obviously.. but if something IS done Will I shut down?.. I guess in time we shall see..

Distance You must go the distance to understand someone You can't tell them they are distant when they are trying So much disagreements She can't hear herself think Is this what she is looking forward to for the rest of this year Why must she try to understand first it's confusing for her She is just not there anymore You are pushing her away Time is ticking .... You would think that out of everything they have been through, Even as she had his back, That they could move past this. Forgiving and Forgetting is easier said then done..

To Feel That feeling you get when you miss someone How can you feel so alone? I don't understand how some people function these days I don't see how they have hearts I'd rather be punched in the chest about 10 times Then feel this pain in my chest ... Is this how it feels when you see someone you've known your whole #life But somehow they look different?

Oh You... Its not that i'm lazy I just don't want to go It's driving me crazy Going to and fro I feel that I'm raging This is really nuts From one thing to another As they sit upon their butts Yes just ignore me You can't say you don't These lectures bore me And I can't say I won't It's always about you Are the words out your mouth Honestly is that true? Take your leave, yes , get out