Dead I scream as my face hits the bed He pulls in and out of me I'm scared I don't know what to do I can't move his body penetrates me. I know if I scream he'll kill me and it doesn't sound like a bad idea I've always wanted to die since the day I was five when I realized I was different from all the other children I was special is what they said even now hitting the bed I know I'm special but I would be better off dead

You Won't Notice You won't notice the girl who's arms sleeved because of scars. You won't notice the boy who lost his dreams You won't notice the girl who screams through the pain You won't notice the girl that can't get through the day and your the one who shud pay. You won't notice people who don't fit your frame But you shud be ashamed because they notice you and they know whats true pain . It's your game while it's there flame. It's what there #life is based on … a razor might be there only way out what's your way out … you smile while tears hit the floor from there sorrows. you borrow your daddy's car while they hide and hope there daddy won't be drunk again and rape them until he passes out. You take advantage while they're killed inside wishing they'll die at the end of the night