Come Back Please I want to pull you close and make you feel what I've been wanting to tell you all along. I want to wrap my arms around you and make you understand that I'd do anything for you. I want to kiss you and show you that silence is just as good as any words we could speak to each other. But most of all I just want to feel your presence back in my #life.

"The Dreams In Which I'm Dying.. Are the best I've ever had." How I long to sleep and sleep forever. Go out to the ocean and just forever float there with no cares in the world. I dream of my death and strangely the thought really entices me. But then I think of all the things and people I love and the thought loses its zest; however, it's always there lurking in the back of my mind. And it waits to come back to sink its dark seductive claws into my mind and heart.

Just One Of Those Days Why do I feel so sad all the time? I have this horrible ache in my chest that never seems to go away. My eyes are always brimming with tears, but i have to blink them away because I'm afraid people around me wouldn't understand. To be honest i don't even understand. I’m so tired of this #life at times..

Dark Shadows My eyes snapped wide open at the sound of my creaking door. I could feel it… I could feel them. They were back. “I’m scared.” I silently whispered into the air as my heart began racing. No matter how hard I tried to tell myself these were just dreams. I knew deep down that they weren’t. This was reality. My reality. Every attempt I made to force myself to fall back asleep failed. I tried not to make one little sound, but the beating of my heart was so loud. I knew they could hear it. I could feel them all around me at that point. Their stares were burning holes into me. Then I felt myself being levitated out of my bed. The moonlight was shining through my window as I saw my white sheets slowly falling off. I looked around and saw them. The dark shadows. They dropped me and I took off running towards my parents room. Warm air began rushing past me. I didn’t get far before they started dragging me back. “Mom, help me!!” but no one could hear me. My silent screams filled the air, and then everything turned black.

I know I'll never have the courage to send them, but I've been writing you letters. I cant decide if they're making me feel better or bitter.