Giving Up I feel like giving up. I feel like im worthless to you. I thought i was something to you. But i guess not. Your a terrible person that i cant get over. I love your smile. I love your eyes. I love everything about you. Theres just that something about you that makes me feel at home. The trust. The honesty i gave you. I gave you it all. And you gave me nothing. I was just another girl.

Past My Limits I past my limits I was beyond enough I was higher than before Not ever looking down But before i new it, I crashed and burned. I lost sight of all happiness. And died in my tears and sorrow.

Think I lie in my bed just thinking. Thinking about everything. It runs through my mind so fast. I cant keep up. I get butterflys from one thing, Than i get a flash of insecurity from another. I feel like people care, Than i feel like im worthless and nothing. I dont know what to think anymore because i do care what others think. I thought i didnt, But thats what i revolve myself around. Because i am follower not a leader i dont have personal choices. Im not confident in my self, I never was, I never will be, Im diffrent from others and thats fine, If thats me, Than so be it.