26 Letters You know that feeling you get right before the biggest drop at the theme park? A sensation so strong that isn't even explainable.. 26 letters and I can't find one way to explain my love for you. 600,000 words and I can't find one to express my love for you.. So I'll just say your my roller coaster drop.. I love you so much that even a blind man could see my love for you.

Letting Go You know what really sucks? When you know someone is poison to you but you associate with them anyway. Deep down you know that you shouldn't be with them. And quite frankly, your hearts already breaking. But you just love that person so much that letting go.. Isn't really an opinion.

The Day. And still remember the very first day I met you. October 23, 2012. I knew since that moment that I would love you. Every inch of you. You made my eyes glow and my heart race. I remember everything about that day. What I was wearing. What we talked about. Where we were. 218 days ago. Exactly 7 months and 6 days. To be honest with you.. I didn't think you could feel this way about someone you met on a Royal Caribbean cruise.. But I've been proven wrong. Very wrong. I didn't know I would feel this way about someone.. I really didn't. It's like in some way you know that you're going to have let go.. But then at the same time you don't want to. You can't envision your #life without them. When no matter what they can put a smile on your face. Thy can bring the warmth back into your heart. And that's when you know what love is.

Monsters Monsters are no longer in our closet. Or under our beds. They are now in our hearts and have managed to sneak into our souls. Monsters are no longer something physical and made up. They're in our heads lurking to find weak spots. They like to come out at night and bring back memories. They like to make the sadness sneak in with them. And by the end of the night.. You end up crying. But not tears.. You end up making a strange weeping noise. You feel so cold and alone. And the strange thing is that you toss and turn and get that feeling in your throat. You're all choked up.. But tears aren't coming out. So you're laying there. Numb. And you don't really know what's wrong. You're not fine. But you're not, not fine either. You're somewhere in the middle. You sad and happy. And still trying to figure out how that may be.. So you lay there. Over analyze every possible thing. You question everything. And by the end you end up hopeless.. And there isn't anything to do about it. So, once you start to get older you realize that monsters are no longer in our closets and under our beds. They are in our hearts and souls. And that is truly frightening.

Words < Actions See, I'm young. I'm not going to lie. But the thing is that over these last two years I've learned that people are going to say things.. And most of the time, they aren't gonna mean it. Now, if people take their time to prove you right.. That's a different story. I feel like people say things to mess with your head.. To mess with your heart. But in the end.. It doesn't matter what you said, what they said.. What matters is what you did. And they did. Because in the end.. Words won't be remembered. Actions will.