Please Me Please me please me Don't worry about yourself Wait until tomorrow put it back on the shelf Do this they'll appreciate that Not even a glance, thank you' or the tip of a hat Hold yourself together they'll see you cry But they don't and if they did not even a question why I live to please with no reward I feel stuck in a rut never proceeding forward Is this me at my full potential ? Why do I go beyond essential With no fireworks or thank yous Once I'm done with all my dos It will be you listening to these words you'll never hear Why? Because I'm a people pleaser

Sometimes Sometimes I don't want to leave the bed Some days I stay quiet in my head Sometimes only sometimes I wonder what it's like to be dead Some days I feel sick and depressed Sometimes I play normal like an actress I really don't know what's wrong with me Some days I'm fine and I let myself be I don't say a word about this except to my pen and paper I don't want my love to think he's the forsaker Because he is beautiful in every way He's the only thing that ever makes me stay Sometimes I get so overwhelmed so easy I sound so pathetic and measly Sometimes I fill a bath turn my head underwater an scream and shout I wish there was a way out I write these stupid #poems and rhymes But that's only some days and sometimes ..