I didnt fall at first sight but you captivated me by your actions Your jokes never hurt but pulled me along waiting for the next time you'd acknowledge me I didnt see you for a year yet you kept through my mind reminding me how stupid i was around you and every time we saw each other unexpectedly i tried to hide from embarrassment but you'd say hello like if id never done anything to hurt you A year and a half later when your face lighted up when you saw me it made me feel like i was the most important being to exist and your joking hi's even though id put them off you'd bug me until i said it back but one day you stopped and i was left with a hole You stopped giving hugs i looked forward to everyday at school and i was left feeling depressed until i realized i never gave you reason to be nice to me I never gave you reason to care Now when summer came i knew i was gonna miss you but i wanted you out of my head. I didn't want to love you anymore but then school started again and i was euphoric knowing you were gonna be there, then i didn't have a class with you and i realized maybe god listened and sent me away from you, to move on but then your schedule changed and i see you everyday, wanting to tell you everything but instead i smile and probably blush when you notice me. I hate how i cant say a simple 'hi' when your only desks away from me. I just want to tell you, for you to know: That i smile when i think of you Get butterflies when i see you Would do anything for you and that i love you Don't take this the wrong way I know you don't feel the same way and deep down i don't want you to All i want is your happiness and (I'm glad that you have him) maybe for you to consider me your friend.
