Heart Fragmentation Broken shattered fragments Imbedded within my heart Lacerations of insecurities Unravel as the ending starts I cry unto my tortured mind 'Make it stop! Stop the pain! It is not fair or just or... To continue to live like this again.' The shards of hurt and agony Of begging to find the one Believing you deserved it Then to find you still have none. To sleep to dream- of what? To lie down alone once more In the absence of love The cosiest bed will be more a rocky floor. I reach into the strength within Take hold of a hurt to rip It from my injured heart The fear sets in as I take my grip The shrapnel hurt like hell when they entered in, My heart stopped beating, it seemed, Why mind revive me again? Again... Of the eternal sleep is all I dreamed. I held it all and love still departs, I'd rather die than live without it. I know the value of one, the empty loss. The destructive hole it blew through every emotion that the words had hit. I cry unto my God above The God of All. The God of Love. The Great Physician. The Surgeon Of Hearts, Kumbiya and leave your throne above. If I remove these shards myself, No heart will remain to beat within this chest. If I rip them free, right here, alone... Then death will be my welcome guest. So I beg you Lord to operate. Place me deep within an Adam's sleep, But do not take a rib from me But give a #life of love to treasure, to keep. (I can't remember when or why I wrote it.) Edited on 25 April 2012