Sexual Frustration Part 2 So for the physical side of our relationship, I always ensure that you are more than satisfied . And not only that but I will go out of my way and do things I'm not even comfortable with to make sure that you're happy. So it's just hurtful when that isn't reciprocated. I couldn't believe you today.. You just left me unsatisfied and unhappy. And this isn't the first time you've done this either. Its like my pleasure isn't important to you. Its all about you. It's okay to not bother about me. Why? Because Im a woman? Men often think it's okay to satisfy themselves and if it takes too much work to satisfy the girl, they'll leave it. I think it's just unfair because I would never do what you did to me. I just care too much and love too much.

Sexual frustration Part 1 I got moves in your bedroom. Keep you happy with the nasty things I do. But you don't seem to be in tuned.....

Forever B: Sometimes I don't think I realise how sad I'd be if I lost you. S: What do you mean by that? B: You just care a lot and do a lot to make me happy. Some of the little stuff always gets overlooked. S: You care a lot about me too. You always give me chocolate

And it hurts. Cos I wanna leave, And you wanna leave, But the love keeps us together.... Never knew love Would hurt this bad Worst pain that I ever had...

I feel like our love is dying. I love you. Do I? I can't live without you. But does that mean I love you? I hate you sometimes. I hate everything you are and wish you could be what you aren't. The insecurities snap at me. Your coldness cuts through me. You make me feel like I'm mad, crazy and stupid. You make me feel insecure. I feel like a moth flying around a light. Blind. And stupid. I feel like you take me for granted. You don't make me laugh anymore. I resent you slightly. I don't know what I want from you. I don't know how you can fix things. Stop making me miserable.