Code Learning to code feels odd... Like I somehow already knew how in the back of my head. It makes sense. I'm not used to it, to things clicking and working. I can do it when I have a migraine. I can do it decaf. I can do it half asleep and it works. But I don't know how, anymore than how I draw. Things happen, and it seems like magic. And things happen. Beautiful, wondrous things.

Jam Black raspberries stain my fingers. I made jam from them last year, Looked like I was a murderer after, Bright red-black stains all over the kitchen. Cleanup was hell. And yet I know: This year I'll do it again. The fruit was asking for it.

#depression Whoever said being depressed was just being lazy... Has never been depressed. With major depressive disorder, even simple things can take Herculean efforts. And we don't even get myths made of our labors.

Sleep I wish I could be as happy as my cats are, curl up someplace warm and soft, And sleep.

Minecraft The programing class was silent until they saw me playing minecraft... "if I didn't need to eat I could play this all day," I said. "you can eat in minecraft," replied one of the guys. I facepalmed.